Tuesday, May 10, 2011

who's my favorite Wort?

St John's is my favorite Wort!
who's my favorite Root?
Valerian's my favorite Root!
Ylin Ylin: Ylang Ylang
Go in in and out with a
Bang Bang

FDA SPAM.

those things F*&# you UP.

hot DAWGS.

Monday, May 9, 2011

self-diagnosis II

symptoms: world in shades of gray, heart in shades of blue, blues progression, malady progressing, suicidality, is not a word, malady malady gray is the world

self-diagnosis: suicidal depression

treatment: staring at the ceiling, noticing a stain, a moth, the oscillating fan

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I think I might be done. With this blog.

It's May and I say:

In May, I say:

Don't ever waste your time wishing things were different. Clearly, they are what they are. The Serenity Prayer is almost in order here. But yeah, wishing is fruitless as an old oak tree.

new dawn

i didnt sleep
i went for a scamper
its a new dawn its a new day
and i feel like ive shed some kind of shroud
a fur coat even
its hot and the sun is bright
i write clown music
and write and write

its a new dawn its a new day
its a new life

self-diagnosis

symptoms:

difficulty with concentration, easily distracted
lower abdominal discomfort
restless leg syndrome
hyperventilation, shortness of breath
excessive salivation
cyclothemia

(self) diagnosis: chronic sexual tension

(self) cure: get over it. get over yourself chloe. fuck, genius.

;-)

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

rabbit hats and fires swallowed

someone gave me the best fucking advice last night.

"you're crazy, who cares, deal with it. :-)" and "st johns wort."

i've taken both.

wonders worked.

i have this incredible magic tool at my disposal. at my fingertips. literally.

this crazy beautiful music comes out. and i tell myself what i've been thinking about.

out it goes, codeswitched, in snippets and rhymes and metaphors and euphemisms and pseudonyms...

all i wanted yes it was magic
rabbit hats and fires swallowed

you're mundane and stuck on tragic
stop the car and let me out right here

im a gypsy punk romantic
freeze right there its gotten out of hand

who here's tipsy, drunk pedantic
stop the car you're swerving off the road


krasivayi zhivn.

its a wonderful life.

on tv.