AGHH

whoa today was too much
i had an hours sleep cuz i worked til 6 am and then had a private coaching session in the morning for this oddition
then i found out i had a callback for the ukrainian teenage crimimal movie
i was never informed, until today like an hour before it like
well are you going to be able to make it?
the fucking place is like an hour and a half drive in traffic
i wasnt dressed for it
my manager was communicating by TEXT (CMC) and im driving in circles like a clown
negotiating whether there was any point in driving there
considering the traffic
it was just a fucking stress mess finally i realized i couldnt make it in time
and i turned around

im so tired
going out of town in august is scaring me
and i have the oddition tomorrow
and after working on it with my coach
they sent a FUCKING revision

i just need to sleep
my place is a sty though of course

but everythings lovely good
its just the rains it pours
and in some areas,

drought