Thursday, January 5, 2012

2012

We make such an issue out of the New Year, that eve, the way we spend it.  Every single one has been wack.  They've had no bearing on the following year.  Not really.  But if this, 2012, in its infancy, cantankerous and volatile and painful as its been only just THUS FAR, this colicky baby-- I'm in for it.  Hell.  Just hell.  Everything is over.  I'm a dumb fuck.  My life has been a trainwreck.  And it's over.  I had credit card fraud.  And now I have -15 dollars and a rent check about to bounce.  I'm done.  I have no job, no income, no career.  I'm done, and I deserve it, because I'm damaged.  And I will go the way of my mother before me.

2 comments:

  1. :( Don't do anything crazy, okay? I would miss you.
    Can I do anything? Can the credit card company help you? Will they cancel those charges? I'm so sorry. (for the record, my year so far has been a little crappy too, but nothing like that)

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