i have a cat(ivan)
she make me glad(ivan)
i'm out of ativan
it make me mad(ivan)

guess i dun had(ivan)
more than i had(ivan)

im out of ativan
('nits pretty bad(ivan)!!)

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

blackout

powers out... everyone make ghost noises.

Blood Moon

This is the hard Blood Moon.  The full moon that rattles all the stars.  This is the hardest one of the year.

When I walked back in the door just now, after filmings dunferdeday, I said to my Masha, we purred, and I said I love you, and I love you, and I will always you and you're beautiful.  And that I know, I know, about the moon.  I can feel it too, we all can, how hot it's been lately. 

But this next new moon is a gorgeous moon.  A gorgeous night of randomly uniform splashes of lustre.  So don't give up, Cat.

We're the same, a couple of nameless slobs who don't belong to anyone and nobody belongs to us, not even each other... 

We belong together you and me, I said again to Masha, and we'll always be together, under the same roof, under the same strange moons.

literature

my eyes are huge right now, encircled with deep dark hollows on which ive slapped some preparation H, to minimize puffiness, but i still look like a ukrainian orphan, and nausea prevents me from eating to fatten up any.

a total psycho totally totaled my car.  when i called her she sounded like she was suffering from an acute personality disorder, and wouldnt give me her insurance company's case number and said shakily that she wanted to just let the insurance companies deal with it so so so, so, please dont CALL HERE AGAIN BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE TO BE ABUUUUSED!!! and hung up the phone.  so i had to call them myself, and they gave me all the information, and they said 'Yeah if she's acting strange, you don't have to speak to her, you can just call here directly' with some weary sympathy.

Please read:

FREEDOM by jonathan franzen

it's so good

Bad TV and Naps

Bad TV and Naps for All!!!

We've all been working hard and we all deserve it!!!

Curl up in the same position as your cat, next to them on the bed, put on some crappy TV and fall asleep on this beautiful fall-leaf day

so?

so, and so?

whats your next move, tiger?  please tell me... crystal ball says I dunno.

but, i'm doing well.  real well.  being patient, waiting for the tides to rise.  you know how i feel about time.