Just to clarify- to my readers and myself- it wasn't really bad.  I mean all said and done nothing embarrassing happened and Andrea called me last night to say thank you for coming, and Daniella (the one who got sloshed) posted all the smiling pictures on facebook and of course all the groom's friends added me and wrote nice messages and everything's fine.

(It was brutal and I'm beginning the process of repressing most of it right now.)

(A message I particularly appreciate: "...How great was that wedding?! I wanted to shoot you over an email and say it was a pleasure meeting you and although there wasn't an appropriate time to tell you, I think you are truly beautiful." I said thanks for the compliment and thanks even more for possessing the tact not to give it to me on the day of the goddamn wedding.  Well I didn't word it like that; I really DO appreciate it.)

I can't believe I only have like three days before out-of-state show and only like a week before two-week out-of-state shoot.

I missed my kitty cat.  I'm worried about money.  There's never enough money.  I'm tired and I need some shhhh time.  I don't know.