My skin is so hot, and I'm so cold, what's with me and fevers, what is it, what.

I was social today though- on accident, kay, but.  I ran into fellow actor at the elevator and ended up going to lunch with him and the lead and her manager... It was nice; it was a good place.. they wanted to go to Cheese Factory or whatever but I killed that and asked the guy at Nordstroms where should we go that's not a chain.  So it was good.  And her manager covered the bill, which was really good...

I finally figured out the internet issue, when a real live human with a real live intelligence picked up at tech support so that should be a breeze now....... I want to go do things but I have this fucking fever- I swear it's not psychosomatica- I was sweating after taking advil and I have a chill and feel warm to the touch...... Maybe I'll go to the space needle in spite of it though; its open til midnight, the deck.......... and see it's not misanthropy because misanthropy doesn't stop one from going places alone.  It's like, swollen lymph nodes... It's like I'm fucked up somehow but yet there is nothing wrong with me except the doctor has said that all the sedatives make my blood thin and that's why I get cold so much, and moreover, that I've just been running myself into the ground.  Duh, I guess.

I just feel like I caught a draft in my right hand, my right hand is really freezing cold, my fingers and I didn't bring my Glenn Gould gloves because I don't want to look like a fucking psycho here...but I feel antsy too I really want to do something and go into the night, I will, I'm  just gonna take some more advil and warm up for a bit.  But come hell or high water, I am leaving the hotel room tonight.