Friday, September 23, 2011

shaking a cup

my cat just scratched the shit out of me 

I'm so SICK of shaking a FUCKING CUP at you all
you know some people actually just like my music?  some people just enjoy it?
you FUCKERS
seriously
dont give a shit
none of you
and thats a-ok
DONT GIVE A SHIT
just dont, dont fucking, EXPECT
that showing up to a show
indebts me to you
for some favor
that i will somehow fucking OWE YOU

thats how i fucking feel
motherfuckers

i want to beat someone to death right now
what kind of time do you motherfuckers think i have
a drink??? you think i want to go out for a fucking drink with you??? youre going to ask me every day??? i dont want to go out for a fucking drink, or dinner, or to some party or to be your date at some CAA fucking stupid event you fucking idiot why the fuck would i want to do that and why cant you just leave me the fuck alone you ABJECT FUCKING STRANGER

the answer is FOREVER NO.  NO.  NO.  NEVER.  NEVER.  SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO YOUR JOB.  you think that like i owe you a fucking date if you come to a show?  NEXT TIME I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FUCKING FACE IF I EVER SEE ANY OF YOU MONSTERS IN PERSON

leave me the fuck alone
i feel like i want to die
dont you know im involved with someone, and with a lot, how deaf are you to everything i say, i feel
i feel nauseous
and angry
my cat just scratched me
ITS SIX IN THE FUCKING MORNING

i want to throw up

i HATE you
you downstairs-living deluded fucking motherfuckers
you facebook using

i feel so nauseous
i want to tear out my hair
i want to die
i dont want to go ANYWHERE
i dont want to have to wake up
at ANY TIME
leave me the FUCK ALONE ALL YOU RULES AND REGULATIONS
all you NICETIES AND BANAL BULLSHIT
all you RETARDED NAMES AND STUPID PHOTOS
all you fucking SCHIZOS
all you fucking WANNABES
fuck the FUCK OFF, MEN

my cat just scratched the SHIT OUT OF ME
its six in the FUCKING MORNING
AGAIN
i feel like i will never die

And you, YOU BITCH, you will never, ever, get your head out of your own ass.  never.  never ever ever there for me.  i dont even care anymore.  im done with it. 

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