Thursday, September 29, 2011

what was i thinking when i nearly ran that girl down

what WAS she thinking

my car is totaled

girl totaled, totally rammed into me

went to rehearsal

and now i'm looking at my car and i'm so sad.  i feel so bad for my car.  this totally sucked.  it's like everytime i think about................ i can't get a break.

whyd you put this curse on me o universe?

O but that's silly thinking, and out of character for me.

I know you are no giver of curses, not anymore, and not to me, you've been a giver of blessings... often in disguise... and another, and another, and another disguise on top.......

But this may well be a blessing in disguise.  I love Betty Blue aka The Blue Smear, and I will certainly be mourning him.  But, best possible case scenario-- the girl admits fault, I get some cash, I get a new Betty Blue and I'll better care for her this time.  She was coming apart- I loved her, I resented her, she cost me so much money in parking tickets... this time no.

I know you know.  I mean, I know you NOW.  I know how you operate.

All blessings, in disguise, shouted out to the universe, in times of despair. 

1 comment:

  1. I've been reflecting back on my year and I know the feeling, yet I'm still in one piece and so are you. The universe gives us what we can apparently handle-- usually.

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