oh man i feel so bad so bad my heart hurts i cant breathe and i dont know why and it doesnt add up and its too many forces and i need air but im cold and im hot and i feel disappointed, and disappointing, and i feel underused and overpaid, and overworked and sold short, and grateful and thankless and i'm cold and i'm hot and i need it to stop but i dont know how and i cant do anything. i cant even move or stay still.


TURN IT ALL OFF, TURN IT ALL OFF PLEASE,
just for tonight cuz i know tomorrow i know tomorrow the angels may come

my chemicals are fucking up

thats all
BUT FUCK I FEEL LIKE IM BURNING